by ngoeser » Tue Jun 16, 2009 8:14 am
I gotta stop reading these blogs written by hard core Liberals. It is starting to just add to my grief. The Restaurant Carry Law and 2nd Amendment Rights in general are a very personal thing for me. I feel like I want to throw up everytime I hear someone say....Oh well, that Restaurant Carry Law is so stupid! Then of course I have to tell them what happened to my husband and bring it all back up in my mind and I can't do that without seeing my husband dead infront of me and the horror of what that looked like. If any of these people went through what I went through they might understand why I feel the way I do. But most people are so far removed from this kind of thing that they have no clue. They all live in their perfect little happy world and nothing of this magnitude has ever occured to them so it is very easy to sit back and poke at me and call those that support this Law "Gun slinging Rednecks". I have heard it all. It does bother me. I am not some uneducated idiot and neither are the rest of you. Not that I have to prove anything but.....I graduated with a 3.78 gpa and I have my Bachelors Degree in Psychology. I have worked in the Corporate world since 2000. I have had PROPER firearms training and probably more training than most. It's bothersome to me that I have to EXPLAIN myself to any of these critical people. I am dealing with ENOUGH right now. I guess I have nobody to blame other than myself for answering these kind of people. I just want people to UNDERSTAND. I don't think they will really understand until something horrible happens to them too, which I hope never does. I am trying to make sure it never does or at least give them a chance. Below is my last response to the liberal writer "Trey".
Hi Trey,
Because there is a pending case please understand that I cannot go into details of the case. I can't tell you where I was or where Hank was or where Ben was or anything of that nature "right now". I have to make sure that my husband gets the justice he deserves and that this evil man is put away for what will be hopefully FOREVER. I will be more than happy to answer these types of questions "after" the trial and after if any appeals are made. I am not trying to be difficult in any way and believe me....I would LOVE to share this information but I simply can't right now. I know that you understand even though you & I don't agree on the Restaurant Carry Law, you are a human being and I take it you are a caring human being and would also want this evil man put away if he had done this to someone you love dearly. I can tell you that my gun "would" have been on my hip. I carry a Smith & Wesson .38 Airweight Revolver and it does NOT have a safety. It is not required to. You simply pull the trigger and it goes off. Revolvers are the MOST reliable firearm that you can buy because they generally do not jam ever. The only reason it would jam is if you have ammo that is warped. I check all of my ammo prior to loading my weapon---> .38 Special Hornady Critical Defense 110 gr FTX. I can't tell you exactly what the crowd was like around the shooter but I can tell you that If I had had my firearm with me I would have been right beside my husband and I feel I could have made the shot/shots at close range without harming others. I would NEVER take a shot if I felt that it was risking innocent lives---EVER. I would have died before I would let that happen. Look, I don't want to be a hero. I am just one little lady who wishes she could have saved her husband. That's all. The guilt and the heartache that I feel right now is something that I know you can't really understand because you have never had to deal with it. To know that my gun was locked in my car and that I could have done something to stop this and not being able to is torture. I come home to an empty house without the fun filled life that Ben always had here. I would come home from work and Ben would have all the lights on, southern rock would be playing, he would be cooking or playing with the dogs. It was wonderful coming home to him. This sorrow I would not wish on you Trey or anyone for that matter. I know you don't agree with me on this whole gun law thing and that is okay. I respect that. You have a right to your opinion just as I do. I am not trying to make you wrong or criticize you for your blog, I just wish for you to see my side of this, that's all. I want people to realize that crime DOES happen in Restaurants that serve alcohol and I am living proof. I don't want evil people taking good people's lives (wishful thinking I know). I want people to be able to protect themselves from people that mean to kill for no good reason at all other than killing. I still believe that only law abiding citizens will honor a gun free zone. Therefore only non-law abiding people will be armed in a gun free zone. That creates a situation where innocent people are sitting ducks for bad guys who could care less about the law. Please lookup The Luby's Cafeteria Shootings online. This will help you understand why it is so important for "good guys" to be armed in Gun Free Zones. If stricter gun laws make us more safe then why is the D.C. area the highest in murders and gun crimes right now? There are no guns allowed there. Why? Because the bad guys have the guns and are the ones killing--->innocent people.
Nikki